How much Time left?

Our life will be as long as it can, and wont be as long as we want. This quote came out from my mind on Friday morning. Then, at noon, a kakak who stay infront my dad's office(considered as my neighbour) passed away. WTF?

I still remember during Hari Raya when i'm 7-8 years old, she brought a plate of ayam masak merah to my house. I still remember her selling cheap and tasty nasi lemak infront her house. I still remember when i buy nasi lemak, she give me free donuts and kari puff.

But I never pay her a last respect when she pass away.